lost_soul

a woman, looking for a man aged 18-80

About me:

I am a daughter, a sister a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner a student. A young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood. Misguided and mislead. I am hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the insode. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I amile on the outside, while im dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. i walk on eggshells. and i walk on fire. I believe in passion.I am everything and nothing all at once. I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place and spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy and sometimes I have a broken heart. My friends and I sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right. But when i think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe.. juts maybe.. i like being unperfect.... I know i made a lot of mistakes, disappointments, and failures. But i promise you that there is a part of me that's worth keeping.I want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even though her heart is broken.. And the one who can always brighten up your day evenif she couldnt brighten her own...Everyone can see who i appear to be but only a few know the real me. You can only see what i choose to show theres so much behind this smile. you.just.dont.knowYou'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choiceyou have left.You think I'm so tough, but... I just never let you see me cry..