Last seen 13 November 2023, 06:31
18 years old• Caloocan City, Philippines
a woman, looking for a man aged 18-80
From designing, to attending meetings, attending events, photoshoots, and simply organizing small details, I am just overwhelmed. (But in a good way!) The bad thing about having my own work is that the work does not end by 5pm. I go to bed with my head spinning with ideas, hoping that I don't forget them by the time I wake up. Its so weird how I come up with the most creative and imaginative ideas just at the moment before I doze off to sleep and even in my dreams!!! Too bad I forget them the next morning! I guess thats why it helps to keep a journal by my bed, but who does that really? Who would actually wake up and struggle to write an elligble sentence in the middle of deep sleep? Although I do have a friend that actually eats in her sleep...so maybe there is such a thing as sleep-writing too. ..I'm blabbing nonsense now.. Anyway going back to being a scatter brain...I feel so frustrated that I don't have enough time to do everything. For instance I have all these design ideas wracking my brain. I spend practically every free time sketching and playing around with ideas. Yes I don't have enough time to spend my day with family and friends. The difficulty with being in production as well is that I have to be there every step of the way to over see the process. If not, the finished layouts ends up looking a world apart from the image I had in my head......I know I should just focus on one thing so that things will be accomplished quicker. But when opportunities are presented to me, how can I refuse right? They may never come my way again. I guess I just have to relax and allow things to unfold one step at a time. At the end of it all, I'm not complaining. I thank God for the unexpected blessings and opportunities He has given me. And all I want is to make the best use of them and squeeze out all I can from the life He has given me.....