aprilainne

a woman, looking for a man aged 18-80

About me:

My CLOSE friends call me APAN... --->>>>I am the commander of my own soul And I love my life, for I like who I am Though I have been frustrated in my life I look on the bright side of the things Cause I know I can find the solutions And believe fate will work out for the best I like myself the way, I was and I am now Though I have gotten less than I hoped For out of my life. If I reflect on my life I might find I am basically very happy Cause my beliefs and values still guides me And I am on the path of eternal gratification My fate had played a stronger role in my life Sometimes, I was the disconsolate looser Without having the truthful reasons But I grew up and learned that Circumstances are beyond our control But everything happens for our own good And sometimes the best win is to loose People say that I am dreamless vagrant For I never visualize my future goals Yes, I donÂ?t vision a single reverie For I have some cherished memories, Which are more glorious than my dreams So I keep my feelings deep within myself And accept my feelings as my own For I can sense my dreams coming true Even if it is never revealed to my heart I know I will still fail innumerable times But I just wont give up trying For valor is the lust that is never quenched And it grows stronger along with the age...